randoms

hi...it's me again...it's been a while but I have a lot of really random thoughts lately....don't mind me rambling with unorganized  thoughts but i just want to ramble for a bit...

so i am working full time..it is such a blessing and i like it but....i don't know how people do work and school full time at the SAME time....
i love institute i am taking 2 classes at the U and i like the atmosphere up there...very different than what i'm used to... should i go there after the mish?  i am thinkin about it....why not add another school to my seemingly long list

i have a weird lump in my neck...i hope its not somethin to be worried about

i like getting up early and going to bed early....i don't really miss having to be social all the time....i miss music....a lot actually....it kind of hurts when i hear anything that reminds me of logan and the music department....i miss my roomies...and i think that it is hard when people come and go into your life a lot especially at this age (sigh) do you think that it gets easier not keeping up with everyone and what they are doing? i hate having people other places that i just honestly can't keep up with...

my mom is a gem she is always helping other people....

you know how people say that we only use a small percentage of our brain? well i really believe it...i think that people limit themselves by thinking negatively and thinking that they won't be able to do things...

so mmmk a lot of the boys are coming home...:) it is so cool.  i hate having to choose between homecomings...last week there were 6..6 on one day people....that is a whole lot....i spent sat with mckay and pete bo and katie it was kinda strange because we just changed places...when i would come home from suu mckay and pete were preparing for missions and i was at college now it is opposite its kinda fun....but seriously it is so cool to see how much a mission matures someone......seriously it turns boys to MEN..i have the coolest friends...seriously

i could never be a lawyer...or a paralegal for that matter good thing i'm working in the legal department only til march although i do like that i can listen to music while i work so instead of music i have started books on tape....already finished these

• 17 points of the true church
• The Book of Mormon
• The atonement and the Temple
• the choice nicholas sparks
• missionary essentials
• the secret

 and now currently working on

• the book of mormon (again)
• sister to sister 
• a marvelous work and a wonder
• the holy temple
• fire and bones
• eat pray love
• and a book on italy and catholocism

yikes i have a lot to do.....but i love it


ps
    i can't wait til this....2 weeks
    captiva island fl :)

wow that was seriously my chain of thoughts....real random